Where were you all those years

Tulsa OK

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What happened. Where were you for 6 years? We were engaged and you just disappeared. I knew you had a hard time dealing with the fact that I made more money than you, a skilled tradesman, did. I never gave it a thought. Finally, we thought you must have died. I missed you so much, so I threw myself into building assets and my career, and sometimes I had 3 jobs--just to keep my mind off worrying about you. Now, I have found someone who loves me, and I love him--and here you show up, and you are unable to deal with it. I don't think I will ever marry, but, he is good for me--like you once were. You are just blinded and can't see it. You expect me to drop everything for you now that you have shown up--with no explanations of where you were for 6 years. I have worked hard, and saved, and now have a nice little empire. I don't have to settle for just whoever will have me--I can choose who is good for me. Somehow, I have to make you understand this. I will always have a special fondness for you--but, I don't think we can ever go back. No, I may not be with this person "forever", but, he knows how hard I struggled to get where I am now. And, he knows how much it hurt me when you left. I hope you don't wish him any harm, and that you can come to grips with this. Sometimes, you scare me.