cant stop crying so much pain

Jackson MI

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Sadly 😢😭 💔😔 as it really is to even say this but it's so true I m so sad hurting in a lot of pain I can't stop crying my eyes out bad I feel like a big cry baby 🍼 😭😢 big time some times it's very hard for me to even stop crying I can't believe the last man I really throught would really be my last and the last man I got with I really throught he was the one and I thought we were soul mates and going to get married some day in our future but I really guess not he told me I wouldn't have to at all worry bout being homeless ever again in my so called freaking crazy hard mess up sad little freaking dang life but I realized it was just a big freaking lie and I feel that he never really love me or cared about me I feel that every thing that came out of his mouth was probably just a dang freaking lie shoot before now of him breaking up with me and moving out on me and now I m being kicked out where we was staying together at it's mess up I m so hurting I can't stop crying my eyes out bad I don't want us to break up I love him so much I know I m not freaking perfect at all I know I have made a lot of freaking mistakes for real I just really hope he really knows how sorry I really m for everything that I have said crazy and mess up and bad and stuff I have done or things I should of done but didn't I hope he knows how much I really do for real do really love him I never cheated on him like he might be thinking I have but I haven't I wish we could work out I m freaking out I m going to miss him so much I feel like my heart is going to really come poping out of my chest I keep listening to sad love songs thinking about him none stop God I can't believe this is really happening to me I m not ever falling in love again I hope he realizes how much this is killing me and I m not joking about that I really m not going to have no where else to go to please stay be my baby for ever don't leave me or break up with me I m sorry please