live-in housekeeper/dog sitter

Lakewood CA

Description

i hate that i have to come on here and write this i feel like I'm at my lowest to be honest. i am 19 years old and i have been stuck living with my mentally and emotionally abusive family because rent has become so high. currently, i work as a pet sitter/ dog walker and i house-sit and do light cleaning for some clients. during those times i get to be away from my family just to return to most of my property stolen, vandalized, or destroyed. when ive tried asking for help ive been pushed away and even have had the cops called on me. they degrade me push me into the worse situations then suffocate me with love bombing because they know im the only one who listens to them. im the only one who has graduated in my family, everyone else is either drop-outs or in community college which is no problem except they are praised for it and i was told graduating isn't an accomplishment but something that i had to do in life. i am crying while writing this because it's so embarrassing how much I've endured but im so tired. i do nothing I barely even talk anymore i stay out of everyone's way to not find trouble but they love to start things. i have been kicked out to the street at 11 at night before with barely any phone battery and they did not care and yet i always come back and love them and act like they didn't treat me like a piece of trash. im looking for anyone who may need a live-in maid i love to clean i feel like it helps me clear my head up and think and im really good with animals if anyone travels a lot and needs someone to watch over their pets. or if anyone knows an afforadble motel or hotel i could stay at i honestly rather live on the streets then endure living here any longer.