Looking for my friend

Apex NC

Description

Recently my "fiancee" of almost 12 years has been keeping secrets and hiding alot from me, and hanging out with another guy who is falling for her even though he knows about me. They both have no respect for me. So I'm looking to gain some friends. People who can just hear me out and make me feel human again. I'm 43, white male with some obvious sensitivity issues. Its pretty hard to fathom after almost 12 years that the relationship might be over. Yes I have b*alls but there's much more to the story than just ending a 12 year relationship, so please be sensitive to the topic and not email me bashing me or putting me down. I've been through alot in this journey.