Timing is everything I guess

Colorado Springs CO

Description

I asked about you, you asked about me. A little while later I had a reason to be there. You flirted with me and I flirted right back. I couldn't ask you out at work because I am in a category you aren't. I did a nice thing and then someone told me you had decided to try to date your long time friend. Even after that, one day I was standing in your office listening to you smile and laugh, and you hit me like a ton of bricks. I was melting into the floor and I still couldn't just tell you because of rules and ethics and location. I have spent the last few weeks tortured over the timing of it. It kills me and I had to tell someone. I figure the internet is as good a place as any. I hope it works out for you and whoever that lucky person is. Because I want the very best for you and God's best and will for you, I can't say a word. Just know that a few months ago, if I could have I would have and I can't tell you how I feel even now. Timing is everything. I missed my time and am trying not to feel it, to let it go. This sucks.