You are oblivious

Bakersfield CA

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You chased and caught ur prey without having a clue what you were doing or what would happen once caught. I mistakenly convinced myself that I was uncatchable. We don't fit. But like oil and water. We can go together just never blend together. The mutual lust is out of this world. However you haven't a clue! Even now when i see you, though our brief time has passed, my lust burns hot. You mistaken it for frustration or even anger. You have never listened to me when i say to stop trying to think you know what i am thinking. You are never right in ur assumptions. You are selfish and cannot move outside yourself to understand what or how someone else is. In and of itself enough reason to keep our distance. However, i want to be selfish, i don't want to stay away. I can have my cake and eat it too. I want you, if you could ever just relax and stop thinking you don't deserve good things. You are truly broken as we all are. But you mistakenly believe that being in a toxic environment is better than being alone. I can promise u you would never BE alone. But you cannot accept my lifestyle. It is truly a shame all the way around. So ill steal looks and quick fantasies when i can. This will take me way too long to get over. And i will and already have done things completely out of my normal character. But all in all worth it. I have a lot of people in my life but never one that looked at me the way u did. Which by the way i didn't see the last time i did get a brief look at u. But now i dont think objectively when it comes to you anymore.