super stressed cry for help

Denver CO

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First off, I'm doing as well as possible under circumstances, this is not some suicidal call for help, I'm not depressed or anything, but I'm really really just needing some bud. I know that's trivial under normal circumstances, but I've spent the last week or so completely sleep deprived, at the emergency room and ICU by my husband's side relentlessly advocating and caring for him. I can't explain the stress of almost losing my best friend and love of my life unless someone has been through the same and just understands. We were very close to losing him, but he had emergency brain surgery and is expected to make a full recovery. I'm also recently (less than 2 weeks) sober after drinking for 38 years since my childhood...my whole life. Physically my body is freaking out; still having many severe detox symptoms, but I have to be "fine," because my husband's illness/ recovery is more sensetive and important right now. I have to get myself through my personal discomforts and have just been hiding in the bathroom crying every opportunity I have. Can I pay someone to bring me something, because I can't leave his side during this time due to the dangers the medications present he's off balance and I need to be here whenever he walks around. If you can help me out let me know.