The Owl and The Parrot 1

Beaumont CA

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The following is indeed an attempt over the past few days to perform a “romantic exorcism” of my feelings for a woman I let down through my immaturity, and most likely broke her heart. I am sorry, to her, for engaging in my childish, irresponsible, and terrifying behavior due to my drinking. I do also stress that I ultimately made the choice to act out as I did. I also take full responsibility to everything I said to your friend, about her, and as a parent. She did the right thing by talking to you, to let you know about what I said. So I’m sorry. Please, just let this right for the next 48 hours, don’t flag this. She needs to see it, at least once. That way she can at least know that I still very much miss her, and that my life is dark without her in it. I’m willing to work to fix things, you know I can jess. Decade Saga Part 1 Le who, I miss you, and stand by willing to make amends whenever you are willing. Le Rawk. Part 2 I now know that because I was not willing to be completely honest with you about my true feelings for all those years, I disrespected our friendship, and disrespected you by not trusting you. I am so very sorry, both for it, and for taking so long to realize it. Part 3 The things I said to your female friend who you’ve known longer that I have known you were unacceptable on my part. I sincerely apologize, and accept responsibility for any actions afterwards as a result. We met in a “spiritual fellowship” involving steps. Part 4 “Layla” now sounds like me. “It’s just my foolish pride” is the most vicious part. And it’s kinda ironic how I gave you the nickname “Stevie Nicks” and you’re Lyndsey Buckingham but they kept you in. Part 5 I miss the white truck I drove when we first met. After that car I had. We went everywhere together didn’t we? I annoyed you with the frog, you enchanted and enriched my life by being you. The frog is now retired. I did it cause you wish I would grow up. I will, I am. You are my Layla, my Stevie, and I let you go by letting you down.