Till summer comes around

Flower Mound TX

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It was girls weekend, soo much fun, and my first break since opening. It was also the first time I had felt lonely in over a decade. I used to not know how to identify that emotion, but I do now. And ugh, knowing what it was didn’t offer anymore comfort that not. I want too much. I fully realize this now and I didn’t know it before. I swear sometimes I feel like I’m a decade behind in learning, or maybe just accepting. I want it all - all that is alive in my heart…but I NEVER see it. Don’t even know where tf I conjured the idea of love that I have. I only know it’s all I hold on to. I think of you all the time. I’m soo thankful for the knowing it provided. You changed me.