to girl with blue hair/early 40s, from guy with red car,lyods,safeway,

Santa Cruz CA

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I have never done this before but I honestly don't know what else to do. Maybe you will see this though. Here goes.. When we met for the first time a few monthe back you seemed to come out of nowhere and you were telling me you were even having dreams of me before we ever saw each other. I felt a real strong connection and just felt nice being around you. Then I ran out of gas and was being rude and i blew it. I'm blonde with usually short hair or shaved, tattoos, drivred 4 door car, etc The second time we met you were at loyds liquors a few months back, early in the am. we connected and were talking about leaving town and roadtripping, and we were going back to hangout at my place in Watsonville... but I totally blew it and took too long (with you waiting for me in the car) and you were long gone when I got back. I just want you to know I was in a bad place at that time and I am so truly sorry for all this. I felt genuine happiness for the short time we got to hangout and I haven't been able to get you off of my mind. I would be thrilled if you could possibly find it in your heart to give me a chance to get to know you better and actually do something nice. You were so sweet and so cute and I seriously am so beyond embarrassed for my behavior. If by some miracle u hear from you through this I will drop whatever I'm doing and come pick you up and go do whatever you want to do whether it's getting dinner or just hangout and talk. Hell if you still want we can head out and go on a road trip. I'm down for whatever if you're with me for the journey. If youre reading this it's Thursday today and I'll be downtown most of the day if you're in town. I'm actually in the area most days now Or anybody knows the girl I'm talking about she's got blue hair, I wanna say her name was Mary ?but I can't remember:/ I think she said she was around 40 or 41 years old? Pretty and kind Likes vodka or whiskey? Someone said she might be from san jose or somewhere over the hill if that helps, if you're reading this I hope to hear from you, if you decide not to, thank you for hanging out with me the few times you did. I wish I could have been a normal person and realized what I had in front of me. But I didn't at the time and once again I'm sorry.