Closed mouth don't get fed or heard

Los Angeles CA

Description

so its worth a shot.. long story short im a 30 year old female who moved to los angeles about a year ago and yet so much has happend and effected me i moved here alone no friends or family unfamiliar with los angeles i winded up in rampart district this past year feels as if im apart of some crazy movie, withn the first month i was assaulted, ive had a random guy try kicking down my front door then proceded by urinating on my doorstep, calls were called and yet they never showed, ive dealt with crooked cops,slumlords and on multiple occasions walking out to my car and finding it vandalized eventually it gave out insurance wouldnt cover it because there was no police report, there was no police report because police officers "highly suggested" i didnt file a report because me still living in this neighborhood and it was ms 13 territory {idk how ms got into the situation} they went on to tell me that the couldnt protect 24/7 and that ms would kill me and that if i wanted they can proceed to stand there and watch me get in my car to make sure i dont get shot at...i filed a claim against the officers because i dont feel like they fulfilled their job title as to making me feel safe. ugh ive been struggling so much without not having a car, im in the process of looking for another apartment but it s hard to go to place to place and yet all my doctor appts and to go wash clothes and go get groceries i recently had to get a wagon just to go wash all my clothes and blankets and to be able to walk to a decent grocery store and get what i had to. im beyond stressed on how im even going to be able to move with car or help, i dont have no family support nor do i rely on that but one thing craigslist has taught me is there really is good hearted people out there, yeah theirs those ppl who have no good intentions but i know theres good ppl.. is there anyone out there who can bless me with transportation or who can work something out with me as far as payments every 2 weeks or once a month please i dont know what else to do or who to go to for help i just know as days go by im tired of feeling sick and tired im tired of feeling bitter, why bitter ? because ive worked hard for my car and things ive had, this transition was very shaky and new to me, i was very depressed in the midst of it all im just trying to keep my head out of water, i definately wasnt prividged growing up but i want to rise above struggling, i know alot of ppl are struggling rn with covid and all and im sorry to ask. but if there is someone who comes across my ad and reads it and can help please,god would be really answering my prayers id have a big load of stress off my back because id have a way of taking care of my day to day errands and appts