Unedited apology

Massillon OH

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I saw you at the store today and you looked me in the eye. You don't know me but I know who you are. You're the woman I betrayed so severely, and you don't even know. I justified it by believing what he said. I thought you deserved it for what you did to him. But now I know he's a pathetic gaslighter and a liar. Now I don't even think you did what he said. I am riddled with guilt. I wanted to talk to you and confess and tell you how truly sorry I am, but that would cause you unbearable pain, and I don't want to cause you pain. I wish we could talk and I could tell you how sorry I am. I carry the pain and guilt with me every day. I guess I'm getting what I deserve. I just want you to know I'm sorry