If you're Astral projecting into my dreams please leave me alone

Portland OR

Description

I don't think about you much in the daytime, and when I do it is getting harder to remember what it was like to be together. The ring you gave me is still rattling around somewhere, stupid and gold and quickly being forgotten. But every now and then at night you're in my dreams, solid and real and cruel and uncaring, and I wake up confused and hurt again. I wish my subconscious would forget your smell and the feeling of your skin and how many times you left me in my room, crying. I'm tired of remembering you, I'm just trying to sleep.