Ayahuasca in Peru info needed on retreats

Portland OR

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Tragedy hit my family and I lost 2 of my 3 children and husband in a car accident 3 years ago. Nothing has helped me snap out of this horrendous depression and I’ve been researching alternative medicines. I’ve done almost every very thing you can think of, I’ve read so many books……Therapy, meditation ( 6 vipassana sittings in 3 years), daily grounding, even tried pharmaceuticals. I’m beyond exhausted and think maybe a Ayahuasca retreat might help, with kambo. I have found a few that really speak to me. One is in Sacred Valley, Peru. It’s so expensive and I’m not sure how to just make it happen. I’m asking if anyone has any leads for retreat centers that have scholarships. Maybe one that isn’t listed online ? Thank you for your time.