I found Faith at Frog & Peach

San Luis Obispo CA

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You'll know exactly who wrote this if you happen to stumble upon it. You protected my phone and saved it when I accidentally left it on the table. Thanks again by the way.. So finally I found my phone by calling it! You answered it and kept asking if I'm your ride home. All the while, I kept saying: "Where are you? I just want my phone back. I need it and I can't lose it again!" By no means do I want to sound conceited, but I know that I'm an attractive man. Yet never have I been so engulfed by a woman's attraction for me and how obvious you made it. I can't stop thinking about the way you were rubbing on me and how your breath felt against my ear as you spoke into it. And all I could do was just clamor up and give you the impression that I wasn't interested because I wasn't responding the way you were. I kept it platonic despite how badly I wanted to hold you and never let you go! You came to me like a whirlwind and now I'm stuck in a whirlwind-like prison called the mind, baffled to understand how I didn't muster up to courage to ask if I may get your number. Remember how I told you about the Octoberfest EDM concert in San Bernardino coming up and that you said you'd like to go with me? Well, I fear that ship has now sailed since we lost contact to much of my regret and fault. I've been living an unrepentant life struggling to cling to Christ. That goes to much of the explanation as to why you met me in the first place. You are named after a very special woman and your grandfather loves her dearly. I've been blessed to have met your grandfather, somewhat that is, and he said your similar to her. I take that to mean you're a rare special lady since his love for your grandma is just as much or more as it was 30 years ago when they met. Make her proud and return back to the Lord. Trust me, my mom is sickened by me turning my back on Christ, even though I know without a doubt who he is and the work that only He could accomplish. So here I am, regretful that I never took you up on the offer to drive you home safely. If only I could just go back to that night, give you a ride, and look you in your eyes and ask what you need from me as a man to help you stop resorting to alcohol to cover your pain. You and I both don't belong at bars! That my dear, is straight up fact as ever you'll hear. Stay who you are but know where you're going and always hold to that hope.