I thought I knew you...

New York City NY

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I really did adore you. I desperately wanted to be the person who made you feel as though you’d stumbled upon the gift of your soul being at home. I fell in love with the idea of your potential and I fell apart when the illusion began to fade into nothingness. I thought I knew you. I thought I’d memorize every crevice and secret kept within your soul. It tore me apart to realize that I had never truly met you. I grew attached to a version of you that didn’t exist. Every laugh we shared, every smile we exchanged meant nothing to you. I saw the best despite having the worst of intentions. I foolishly adored the false light you had created. In the end, it didn’t matter what I saw or what I hopelessly believed you felt. You never loved me. And I only loved the person I wanted to believe you were.