Why?????

Wallkill NY

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Well here goes nothing, I grew up here in the hudson valley i guess iam a lifer because iam still here. Iam a 40 white guy, i always knew i was different as a kid but in my family not being straight was never a option. I grew up to be a normal hard working guy,great family cant ask for more, but iam missing the that special Bro that i can talk to and hang out and be friends with. Sometimes i feel so lonely and i dont ever think i will be whole like i should, sometimes i lay in bed and wish i would have been more honest with my self as a teenager and i wouldnt be in this position, but i love the life i have just need somebody my age or younger to have that special bond with. Unfortunitly i could never be a real thing because i have my own life and children,but would be nice for that friend from time to time. Hopefully somebody else can relate with this. Need a bro for bro times.