Hello new york.

New York City NY

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Today, I made up my mind about taking my life. I tried to give life a go, but no matter how much I pray or how much I try to do good, life keeps pushing me down and bringing more problems on to my plate. I went to the navy served my country and everything was going great till Covid hit and I lost my savings due to no income coming in. I’m 31, depressed, in 50k dept and I just don’t see no way out. Today is the day, that I deceived to take my life. Not sure when I will go through with it, but as I sit on the train on my way home, my thoughts are as clear as a beautiful summer day. I want to say sorry to all my family and friends for taking the east way out. It’s not as easy as y’all think. Thank you to anyone who opened this and read it all the way through. Sincerely, A lost soul. ❤️‍🩹🥀