Cute half Japanese guy sitting at top of stairs

El Cajon CA

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Missed you on Monday - I saw your shoes and knew it was you but I didn’t want to startle you. That’s not why I was there. I’m sorry if I scared you. I wasn’t there to try to have some sort of confrontation with you but I guess I did want to make sure that you are alive and I wanted to tell you something but I can’t do it in writing because my mind won’t let me write out what I want to say. I guess it’s mostly just that I’m sorry I was so stupid and that I made things so bad - everything bad that happened was my fault and I have to learn from that. I didn’t understand that you were trying to tell me how things needed to be. I know that you were right and I should have listened to you. Yes. I have the audacity to call this a missed connection. Thank you for showing me that I can open my eyes. It’s ok that it was only special to me.