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Kalispell MT

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I know you look on here to see if you can meet someone new or for something to do in that might excite your boring ass life. Truth is, you have had someone who absolutely adores you and wants nothing more than to be happy with you and has wanted this through the ups and downs for an entire third of her life.. we have created a beautiful family, our kids love both of us so much.. There is so much hurt that has happened in the past I do not know if I can move past the things that you think aren't a big deal or you can quit being up my past and what I have done. We talk about a happy life and I know that's what we both truly want, to be happy. I do not look anywhere for anyone anymore and I would hope that you would have noticed and would do the same thing. But everytime I think you might be looking for someone else or doing something unfaithful, turns out that you are and when I try to talk to you about it you get super defensive and end up freaking out on me. I know I deserve better and I know I treat you like shit but it's a two way street and all I am asking is for you to try. I know you dont love me like you use to and I need to let you go but it's so hard when I love you so much even when you beat me down to nothing. I will always love you I'm just tired, so tired.