How are you supposed to find happiness

Portland OR

Description

I’m at a junction between my own happiness and everyone around me’s happiness. I know I should always choose the option that provides the most people with the most happiness. But every time I do, I feel like I’m left in the dust. I just want to be around people who want to be around me. I’m not going to blame depression, since that’s a cop out. I want to feel as accepted as I accept everyone else. Isn’t that the golden rule?