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El Sobrante CA

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It's with shame, and my heart so heavy that I prepare to write this, WE NEED HELP. WE, Meaning my 2 boys and myself. We have had a hard past couple of years. Our home was taken from us mid pandemic landing my family living in hotels to avoid being in the streets or sleeping in the car. Unable to find a place or help getting a home any money we had had been used to pay for this lifestyle that had my love/their fathér working 24/7 to pay for our expensive cost of hotel Living. In January of this year he unexpectedly died, in front of our two boys and me. This traumatic experience has left us all devastated. I, myself suffer from depression and most days find it hard to find the strength to live. I am diligently working on trying to find a place, a job, some form of assistance so that I can give my kids the stability they so urgently need. I get rejected and waitlisted for EVERYTHING BY EVERYONE. We receive survivor benefits that come and go within a week trying to stay out of our car is becoming inevitable. We have over stayed our welcome with the very few friends that have supported us because we have no more invitations to anyone's couch these days. Collections have been taken for us and we have yet to see any of the money. I don't qualify for any government or county assistance, I can't even get counseling services to help us through this. I have no family or anyone to watch my children so I can work. I have lost our storage units that had EVERYTHING we owned and cherished. Our storage that has everything we use daily (clothes, shoes, school uniforms) is about to be taken. Our 2 family cars are broken down, we use our commuter car to get us around and it is in desperate need of repair, tired and a windshield.. we are packing what's left of our belongings into it leaving very little room. I'm down to our last day at the hotel, our last dollar, our last quarter tank of gas, our last bowl of cereal and I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING, EXCEPT BEGGING FOR CHANGE... I DONT WANT TO ASK FOR A HAND OUT I JUST WANT HELP GETTING TO A POINT WHERE I CAN DO THINGS MYSELF....ITS SO HARD. HARD TO HEAR MY KIDS ASK FOR THINGS THAT I SHOULD BE ABLE TO PROVIDE. I FEARU KIDS WILL BE TAKEN FROM ME IF WE END UP IN OUR CAR. PLEASE HELP! WITH A RENTAL PROPERTY WE HAVE MONTHLY INCOME WE CAN PAY RENT! HELP WITH A JOB THAT I CAN SO WHILE MY KIDS ARE IN SCHOOL OR THAT I CAN BRING THEM TOO. HELP FROM A MECHANIC WHO WILL DO THE WORK AND TAKE PAYMENTS! HELP WITH FOOD AND GAS! I AM NOT ASKING FOR MONEY I NEED AN OPPORTUNITY! KINDNESS I WILL GLADLY WORK TO RE PAY WHEN I HAVE MONEY OR PAY BACK OVER TIME WHEN I GET BACK ON MY FEET. I BEG ANYONE WITH THE MEANS OR A WAY TO HELP TO PLEASE HELP ME. I AM DESPERATE WITH A HIGH MORAL COMPASS AND WILLING TO PUT ALL MY EFFORT IN. I AM VERY QUALIFIED, HAVE A TON OF EXPERIENCE I CAN EASILY ADAPT AND I AM VERY PERSONABLE. PLEASE HELP MY FAMILY.