I wish it mattered

Bartlett NH

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I am so sorry that you didn't get what you thought you were getting and that you went through what you went through. I will never ever forget. As for you, my brain says good, you did it, but my soul whispers please come back. Still. Just for a minute, just to see the sorry in my eyes bc they can't lie. I could never lie to you again. The shame. The blame. The game. The insane. The memories that remain. The well deserved pain. The monster in my vein. I'm. Sorry. For. It. All.