wishing

Portland OR

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There are irreconcilable differences. Fine. Why did you have to be so horrible and deceptive about it? I just don't understand why we couldn't have talked about it. Everything is screwed up beyond belief, it can't be fixed, and I'm just so pissed at you for the whole damned thing I wish I could undo everything. I am sorry beyond expression that you ever even talked to me, and that I decided to pursue. I wish you cared even the slightest bit how much you are capable of hurting me. I know you know and you do it anyway.