MG

Vancouver WA

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The amount of sorrow I feel right now is so unbearable. I feel you took every beautiful thing inside me, and then left me to the aftermath. You knew exactly what you were doing didn’t you? How easy I’d be? Someone that desperately wants love just like everyone else in this world. You made me feel like I mattered, like I was special—until I just wasn’t anymore. Now, I’m leaving in 3 weeks because things are so hard at home. My son comes first, though, as he needs me. If you had ever asked me anything about my life while at work, I would’ve felt valued. I tried more than once to get close, to be your friend. In the end, I feel like the only thing you wanted was adoration. How could you act like I mattered so much to only now act as if I don’t exist? It’s viciously painful. I knew what was happening, but me being who I am—I look for other reasons to explain someone’s hurtful behavior. A person shouldn’t have to feel this much angst in order to feel seen and loved. A person should not have to settle for bread crumbs. I’ve been exceptionally kind, understanding, and tolerant with you. It cuts me deep to be treated this way. That you refuse to talk with me or socialize with me. I thought we were similar, but I guess I was mistaken. I hope one day you find the peace and love you’re trying to acquire within yourself. ES