Dear sir

Portland OR

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I want to see you, and I want to be seen by you. I am experiencing a pretty intense magnetic attraction towards you that seems to have given rise to an even greater awakening process that is transforming my perception of this mind-body experience. I can feel my mind's eye lock into your gaze and a strange pressure that pushes and pulls on my solar plexus. When I lean into this bubbling sensation, I feel warm waves of comfort and belonging sweep through my entire body. It's a lovely feeling that makes me smile every time, so I'll thank you kindly for that. I realize how daft this must sound, because we don't know each other, but I can't help but wonder if we are connected somehow. I want to reach out and ask if you feel it too, but I'm worried that this is just a new level of lunacy.. My ego self tells me that these intrusive thoughts and limerence are delusions and should be treated as such, but my higher self reassures me that there is no need for logic in this truth. I am anchored by shame at the intersection of two opposing truths. Damn.. I am a woman, btw.