Brandon for Tatiana

Burnsville MN

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It’s been a long time, but maybe you still lurk here. When we met, I wasn’t in a good place. It was easy to hide at first, because you made me feel important. You made me feel everything again. You have a real gift for making people feel good about themselves, even when some are prone to exploit it. Then you’re really good at the opposite. :) I made you feel like garbage in return. I developed a petty vindictiveness that I didn’t know I was capable of, and I still feel ashamed. I’m sorry that I added to your plate of obvious traumas. I’m sorry for making everything about me. I should’ve been completely upfront, but not everyone has the courage to be transparent like you. I will likely never feel what I felt for you, with anyone else. You were comfort. I miss your goofy giggle and contorted facial expressions, and your impressions. I miss the way you described and wrote music. You taught me a lot about things I probably never would’ve thought of. I wish I could’ve learned this lesson with someone else, and while we’ve both moved on, I think about you all the time. What I should’ve done differently. I’ll always have the random and vivid memories, in spite of everything that I allowed to go wrong, and away. If you ever want to catch up, I’ll be there.