Dingus

Portland OR

Description

I told you I feel like a dingus. I hope you understand that was me attempting to apologize and clear the air, I'm not upset with you. You are a wonderful human. I hope to be as brave as you are in all the things. I am certain my signals were unclear because I'm unclear. I don't know what I want from anyone at the moment. How could I possibly signal, while you were making one of the best days of my life happen, taking me to all of my favorite places and following me to sing out my feelings, that I am confused as hell about where I want to land let alone how I want things to land with anybody I've met so far. I hope when we both land we can find eachother again as friends or otherwise. For now, I'll send all the healing vibes in the world for you. You don't know this but the conversations and interactions we've had have been extremely healing for me.