Missing You Again!

23rd near jackson, Seattle WA

Description

After all that has happened and all the things you truly thought I did or the type of person you thought I was I shouldnt miss you at all. Really I always hated your games. I never was really sad for the reasons you thought. I was sad because I knew you would do this. I cant believe that your ego and pride couldnt stand the test. So concerned about the wrong things. All the while you did whatever you wanted, but couldnt help but get mad when I didnt sit waiting for you. I put everything I had in. You invested nothing. Time is the one way to show love and appreciation. I hope you are happy, but inside your not. Your "friend" took you for a ride but you had to blame me. then you accuse me of a bunch other stuff. You truly are incapable of love. I'll move on and find someone much kinder and definately more honest than you. Its just so sad because we had the best conversations. We never ran out of things to discuss and it was fun. Conversations for me are always fun but those times with your head in my chest, those were the best. I knew I had been there before, at that moment somewhere else in time. I've known you before but something happened then that has tainted your view of me now. Still all I ever wanted from you was love. Your wrong you know, your 90-10% bullshit is wrong too. You must not even know me. and you say non-judgemental but that too is a lie. you are the most judgemental person I think I have ever been with. you are also the most stubborn and you rarely if ever admitt your wrong. continue to think your right. if that makes you feel better. still somewhere inside you know you are wrong. You know you did me wrong, and you know I know. you trust the wrong ones, and accuse the innocent. by the time you figure it out you'll be in a walker. I will forget your name. because I never knew you, you were all a made up lie. I love you so much, but on the same spectrum is hate. and i have begun to dial that in. thanks for absolutely nothing.