Waiting

Portland OR

Description

I think we messed up. I think we could’ve had everything we wanted, but we both got scared and pushed each other away. I put up walls and turned off my feelings. I don’t know what I want now, but I can’t stop thinking about you. It’s driving me crazy! I want to be with you every second and I wish I never met you. Ugh. You know I would do anything for you. I wish that wasn’t true. I wish we could start over. I wish you could see me. I wish I had enough self respect to walk away from you.