Hurt

Albany NY

Description

K I’m upset that you ever initiated contact with me. I was perfectly happy and content with myself, resigned to my lonely familiar isolated existence. Why couldn’t you have left me alone? I don’t click with people, ever. I thought you were an exception. I could actually ‘sense’ you. I foolishly thought I had a chance for a romantic future with you. I was foolish and wrong. You now inexplicably give me the silent treatment or avoid me entirely. I’m not a bad man, but I am misunderstood. I’m confused about what I did wrong and you offer me zero insight. I wish you’d tell me what’s wrong, what’s bothering you: Even if it’s me. I’ll gladly stay away. As it stands, I’m hopeful that I can avoid you forever. I would do anything to protect you and ensure your happiness even to my own detriment. Don’t wave to me. Don’t say ‘Hello’ to me. Don’t have anything to do with me. Stay away from me. My heart breaks for you. My eyes have cried more tears than I’d consider reasonable or possible. You cause me nothing but pain. I never would and never will intentionally hurt you, so please stop hurting me. —-D