You are my missed connection babe….

Denver CO

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I miss your call at all hours of the days. I feel unimportant in your life. Last night I told you I truly loved you and I could see a tear rubbing down your face as if to let me know you needed to tell me something. I’m truly lost and confused by your actions. One minute I feel you want me and the next I feel a wedge between us. I feel us being apart is much harder on me then it is on you. It’s as if you don’t care anymore. Like your wanting to move on. I pray I’m reading it all wrong but my gut is telling me otherwise. You lied about me to people and it had made them think Ill of me. Now they won’t talk to me and they don’t want me around. They think everything that went wrong is my fault. When I think how you trashed my name just to save your own f bum it kills me. It makes me think what the hell is wrong with me to want to be with you???I have so much love, anger, frustration, and confusion about us. I wish I could see the future. I’m