this is not fair and you are a bad person

Portland OR

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i wish you made up your mind sooner. i guess i was just a passive source of affection and validation for you until someone else came into the fore (who you were also "casually" "not dating" at the same time as me) ? i didn't even want romance with you. i wouldn't have allowed myself to be so vulnerable if you didn't express that you wanted intimacy with me also. this is all deeply troubling. i hate that i still think about you. i wish you never told me you loved me. it's clear that we won't speak again so this is as much closure i can hope for.