tired of falling

Portland OR

Description

I still don't know what I did wrong and still think I never will. I hope I never fall for anyone again. For some reason the fallout seems to grow worse every time. I think people are supposed to get better at this with time but I don't. I'm just scared. Scared of going to places there's even a slight possibility you'll be. Scared of moving one direction or the other. Scared of things that make no sense at all.