When the connection is missing

Rio Rancho NM

Description

Not too sure what to say. Maybe it’s the knowing that when you say that, I know who you mean. Who you’re reaching out to. What the past is there. Maybe it’s the feeling that I’m not enough? The will I ever be? Maybe it’s the dangerous road of overthinking. Taking the roads and turns that make sense until you get to where they lead. Then I don’t want to be there. I don’t believe it but my mind says it could be real. These are the paths I’m on when I become distant. This is when I pull away. Not out of a lack of love but as a means of protecting myself.