Our days on the ice

Route 206, Montgomeryville PA

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Why i hate you and why i love you Tony Ten years have gone by Yet we are just a few miles apart Do you know that i think of you everyday still Do you know that i cry for you still How can we love someone yet hate them so much at the same time I love you for kissing me that day Awakening human feelings i never knew existed I love you for making my heart skip a beat in ways no other did I love you for giving me tingling butterflies that felt so wonderful For bringing me the greatest joy The most beautiful smile The most unforgettable kiss The warmest hug The sweetest memories I love you for being the first man i ever loved But i hate you more For ripping my heart out of my chest Stomping on it until it becomes a puree Scatter the remains in God knows where I still cannot find my heart to this day Can you pity me and give it back I cannot live without my heart I cannot love without my heart I hate you for bringing me the most unbearable pain i have ever experienced For bringing me fears, fears of ever falling in love again I hate you for being the last man I ever loved How can i love anyone again If I still think of you everyday Even ten years after we separated Tony If life had a take two I would still say yes to you ten years ago I'm crazy I know Tony If i could choose anyone I would still choose you ten years ago I'm pathetic I know Tony If we could see into the future I would still walk that same path of no return ten years ago I'm stupid I know For if one must experience love, hate, joy, and pain at least once in their lifetime Then I would still want it to be with you and no one else Thank you Tony, for being that person One day when my amnesia goes full blown, and i forget you I will no longer be in pain But i know i would no longer be feeling joy either For it is my love for you, or the memory of it That brings me both joy and pain Without the memory There will be no pain But also no joy I hope i never forget you My memory is failing I wrote this for you before i forget you completely In case you read it A chance in a million Then you know That i still love you Thank you for holding my hands on the ice rink ten years ago