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We have had such a great connection for years. Sometimes you act like I am the only person you want. You worry about me, you check on me, you know me and feel me in ways I can't explain. Other times you act as if am just a joke you have drug along. You get butthurt/jealous if you find out I've talked to someone else, and even tho I'm not dumb and know I have not been the only person you've slept with, you continue to tell me I am. I love you but I sometimes wonder if I love the real you or if I love a man who is trying to live two lives. I want to trust you but little things sometimes don't add up. Like the event you said you didn't go to but then later said you did. Or how I make time for you but there is an excuse everytime lately for you not to show, but it used to be something we both looked forward to. Do me a favor, just leave me alone, don't call, don't text, walk past me if you see me if you are not willing to try this between us. I cant do the wishy washy anymore. Atleast if you disappear I will know I was not good enough for you. And if the feelings you used to have are still there, and the connection we had is still in your heart, us being the same but opposite genders, and you are willing to go a step at a time further with me then just tell me. I don't do hints or round about clues. I need a map and step by step directions. Please this has got me in a constant state of confusion and if you really care at all like you say, you wouldn't want to know the emotional and mental toll this has been taking on me..
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