its been a year and i still think about you

Biddeford ME

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We told each other about our feelings. we had them for a long time, but it wasn’t until last summer we said it to each other but by then it was too late, I was with someone else. It’s been really hard, I’m struggling now with why I’m still in this relationship, especially because I think of you all the time. We don’t even know each other all that well, but you brighten my day every time I see you, and you and I just seem to be on the same wavelength with everything. Ever since I saw you put that ear plug string across your head at your work it made me laugh so hard, and I’ve just longed to be around you and close to you ever since. I’m so sorry I didn’t commit to you, you deserve better and I’ll always regret how that all played out. At least we are still friends, I’m happy I get to see you from time to time, even if it can’t be what I really want it to be.