It will always be you

Livermore CA

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I make it through the days, months, now 2 years since I've talked to you by telling myself... 'At least i had it. At least i got to know true, passionate, deep soulmate love'. I may never find another man that makes me feel the way you do... did. I may never find another man I'm as powerfully attracted to, that I admire as much, & that loved me so well that I felt I could burst just seeing their face. At 45, and not a thin little thing, it's just probably not in the cards. The men out here aren't deep & intuitive like you, aren't dressed like bada$$ grown men like you, don't look at me like you, don't make me laugh like you. I could crumble. I could give up on life. But I choose to be grateful for knowing real love for a moment in my life. Thank you.