I haven't heard cicadas this year

Portland OR

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It's so sad how fitting that is. I'm alone at the house in Seattle, thinking about when you offered a late night hug, after you drove up for work. I would give anything to be able to get that hug tonight. I know I had to leave, but I fucking miss you. I wish you hadn't hurt me so much. I wish you still loved and missed me too. I wish I could hug you tonight.