Why did it take you breaking me to figure out what you want?

Portland OR

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You tore our relationship apart with wanting to see other people. You said that's what you wanted and I gave that to you, but it hurt my heart. You left me anyway. Now after some time you've come to the conclusion that seeing multiple people is stressful and you just end up hurting others. But I thought when you told me that you wanted monogamy you wanted that with me, all the while this learning experience happened for you to be better for someone else. Not me. You've continued to break me over and over. I want to stop loving you but you have made it so hard.