A Beautiful Rumor

Denver CO

Description

I wish the rumor that I have heard around our office is true. It comes and goes in waves, but it always comes back to you and me. Sometimes the whispering becomes a roar and demands me to hear it. Other times the whispers float and fade away with the wind. Here is my truth and not a rumor. I have had a crush on you since the first time you smiled at me. The intensity of my crush on you ebbs and flows, but it is always there in the back of my mind. You are my first and last thought of the day and since I am being honest practically my every thought. I wonder what you are like outside of the office and hope I will find out soon. I wonder what keeps you going on your tough days and what makes you smile on your sunny days. I wonder what your Family is like and who you are around them. I have only seen a small glimpse and already wanted more. I wonder what our life would be like together. You have not been around lately and I can’t help but think that you got over your crush while I was away from the office recovering from surgery. If that is true then I pray to God that he will release me from my thoughts about you and help me get over you while you stay on your side of the office. Be well. P.S. This feels like it was written a lifetime ago, but it was only a few years down the road in a different town. I wonder how you have changed or if you have stayed the same. I haven’t fallen in love since you.