been too long

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I know you'll never see this. Even if I hand wrote it and personally delivered it, you wouldn't even care enough to look at it much less read it before you threw it in the trash. How long am I supposed to punish myself before I move on? I mean you moved on before you even left. Here it is almost 7 years later I can't see hear or watch anything without something there reminding me of what I thought we had. Hell, I still cry myself to sleep at night from time to time. I know I'm a little over baring at times and a bit selfish but for the most part everything I did, I did for you and the girls to include working 2 jobs, over 100 hours a week so you could go to places like Disney world, have designer clothes, latest and greatest of whatever technology was in at the time, etc. I've already accepted the fact nobody will want a busted up trucker and that's ok but how long do I walk around with my head hanging low kicking myself before I finally say ok enough is enough. I love you now I loved you then I will always love you.