Do I miss you?

Albuquerque NM

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Most days I'm able to give you not even a few seconds of my thoughts. Then I have those days were my thoughts are almost consumed by you. It's unfortunate, especially with all that happened. Is it you I miss or is it a friend in general? It's definitely stupid of me to want anything from you, especially the one damn thing I do want from you again: friendship. I need to move on, but it's a lot harder than I anticipated. Every time I think I've done it, something happens and you're on my mind again. Lot's of stuff I want to say, I think I want to catch up. Completely. What do I do??? I wish I hated you.