I miss you

Albuquerque NM

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When I think back on that night, I’m so sorry about how I handled things. I was just trying to get a little space and wasn’t thinking about how it might seem like I was pulling away. I was scared that my feelings might be stronger than yours. I was also a little scared of losing myself. I deeply regret hurting you. I could tell you were angry but to fully see your perspective, I had to get over the sadness of losing you and something that seemed so special and promising. I made you feel abandoned and betrayed and that was never my intention. I wanted to stay with you, try new things and go on adventures. I adore you. I would do anything to make you happy. You won’t see this. You won’t know it was me if you do. But I’m hoping that by putting it out there, you know somehow.