I love you twin flame

Boston MA

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I love you. I hope you're okay, you are loved. I'm not ready for you, I have many wounds to heal. The feeling of home and serenity is so far away for me. Comfort and well rest is not something I've had in many years. I freak out sometimes, or a lot and the flashbacks and loneliness and raw emotions. I don't want you to have to feel my pain. I love you so much. Letting my guard down is very difficult these days. My heart hasn't smiled with my eyes since we fell away from eachother. I don't know why it's so hard. I hope you're okay and you enjoy things. I know you're strong in heart, and highly intelligent, and so amazingly beautiful. I hope you don't feel sorrow, and that someone makes you smile on a daily basis like you deserve. "it's better to love than to be loved, it's better to understand than to be understood". I'm not ready to love and be loved, to understand and be understood the way our rare hearts do. I love you very much. Alone, together. Together, alone. I love you. Baby, I'm sorry I'm so crazy up and down, here and gone. I love you. I always do in my heart. my heart of hearts.