Are you mad at me?

Alameda CA

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You wouldn’t look at me today. I had finally worked up the nerve to say hi to you first today but you just wouldn’t look my way even though you were only a few feet away from me…but maybe you were just busy…or maybe you were studiously ignoring me because I walked away the last time you were there. You’ve been putting yourself out there with me even more than usual lately and it seems like I backed away so you felt foolish and as a result you were punishing me…or maybe and probably most likely is that this silent connection that I think is happening between us is all one sided and in my head. What’s more is that I actually shouldn’t be engaging in whatever I thought was happening between us and neither should you because I think we are both happy with our current situations and we are playing with fire. So maybe it is for the best after all. But that’s part of the thrill of being around you because I can’t control the physiological reaction I have being in your presence. Like why did I wink at you? And I can’t stop thinking about you and I might be going crazy. I feel crazy even posting this because what are the chances that you even lurk here too?