Hey John

Dublin CA

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Hey John, You don't have to respond to this, I just wanted to write. Looking back when I was a kid, I was dumb, and I was more interested in other people than I was with myself. I wasn't open to sharing. I was selfish. Very selfish. Writing to you now given our history seems selfish of me. Please allow me to be selfish once more. You were open and upfront even when it was painful and embarrassing. You were afraid that I wouldn't understand or accept you for who you are. Looking back, I remember thinking to myself that there isn't anything in the world that you can say that would phase me. So, I pried you open like the dumb selfish kid I was, and got you to admit things you weren't ready to share. I accepted everything without understanding much. I wasn't thinking of consequences or outcomes or how anything would affect us. I took you for granted when I should have been more considerate. I owe you an apology. I'm deeply sorry. Words cannot express how sorry I am. I was careless and inconsiderate. I'm not seeking forgiveness. You have every right to hold me accountable for the hardships you experienced when we were together. I am forever regretting not acknowledging my behavior then. I hope you're doing well. Take care, Blake