this place

Portland OR

Description

this place always makes me think of you and how I know that despite my desperation, you'll never actually feel the same way about me as I do you I need to stop seeing you whenever you're in town, because this shit is starting to hurt more than it is fun. it makes me feel convenient, like you only want to hang out with me with the goal of sleeping together and that's usually fine, and I know you don't know how I feel about you, but opening up is fucking horrifying and the only way I know how to end stuff is to disappear, so im going to do just that. we'll probably see each other around, but I really hope we don't. I know you won't take the ghosting too hard.