It's okay

Hesperia CA

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It is okay. I had a feeling you wouldn't show. But I got ready anyway. I don't have a lot of money but used what I had to get my nails done. I was excited that a guy asked me out. I was only in Victorville for 2 weeks and the highlight of my trip was being asked out. Maybe you don't understand that being 22 and a big girl means you don't get asked out very much. Especially by a guy in California. I am not pretty like girls in California. I didn't want anything from you but your company. I was lonely while I was there. I didn't want your money. I would have been happy just sitting somewhere and looking at the stars with you. You said you would pick me up at the hotel at 8:00. I waited outside in the wind until 10:30, every car that drove by got my hope up. You never showed or called. Its okay. I am back home in Laughlin where I am used to being lonely ~Trinity~